Once you cross that find line into addiction you will never be able to sociably practice that activity again. You have now crossed over into a world that is governed by a power that is much stronger than you'll ever be. Many people try to control it but they never make it. The idea of giving up something so close to them is unbearable. So they try plan "A" plan "B" and so on until they've used up the whole alphabet. It's like loosing a friend, and to have a "outsiders" family members and friends tell you to let it go is ridiculous! What do they know, your grown!
The world you've entered in is ruled by a spiritual power that can be only defeated by another spiritual power. Until you surrender, throw up the white flag, and ask this power to fight your battle you will ride this never ending merry-go-round where nothings merry anymore.
(To Be Continue)
